Web of Deceit

a tale of love, lust, desire and deceit

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Predictably let down

Answer me just one question. Why is that the partner you want more than anything to acknowledge you lets you down? you know its going to happen, you can watch it unfold yet right to the last moment in time you think they are going to be there, then they let you down…….   So …

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Does it have feet?

Having had several months now to feel comfortable in my own skin, and to take on board there might be another person in my life. I find myself asking myself the question ‘Does this have feet?”  At this moment in time you are either laughing or feeling somewhat puzzled. Of course people have feet. I …

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A little bit wary.

So, the thought of entering into something new is very scary. Its also had to know how much you give away of yourself. When you meet someone you quite like, you just show a small amount of yourself, and they do the same. As time goes by little by little you are brave enough to show …

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What the fuck am I doing?

Not one to be over taken by swearing I should have just written WTF………  I know you all would have got that, however at the end of the day by actually using the ‘f’ word I already feel better. I’m on that ever decreasing circle spiraling downwards wondering what the devil I’m doing yet again. …

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Tolerance R US

I have thought about the One popping up on the scene. The excitement of having someone to go out with, go places with, discover new things and have adventures with is, has taken my thoughts by suprise this week. How I miss having someone to have discussions with even if I don’t agree with them. …

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Unconditional Love

It’s that all important word coupled with a word that people find hard to do. Love as we are told any fool can do. The unconditional bit is what is hard. Everyone seems to have some sort of agenda, ‘I will love you if….’  Or ‘you wouldn’t do that if you loved me’ these are …

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The one……..Step right here

So the new year has arrived waving huge promises at as all. We laugh, smile and hug ourselves as we tell ourselves time for new resolutions and changes in our lives. I have decided that new resolutions are not a good idea, they are so very easy to break and as I am easily lead …

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Inner Turmoil

This week has been a bit of a foggy week. Not just weather wise but in my head as well. The end of the year is fast approaching, I am trying to sort out my dead wood, and just keep with me the people I feel close to. It’s not an easy decision at the …

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Out with the old and in with the new.

There are just 19 days left this year. As I reflect on loves and losses I am at that placid state of disbelief that I have been a little too needy this year.  I seemed to have attracted the less appreciative men from this land. They themselves have been needy and I am wondering if …

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Affection for perfection

There is that gentle fondness that consumes us that we call affection, it runs very high in our needs and wants from a partner. It is something that if it isn’t there, then a relationship is most likely to fail. It’s the little things like, ‘how are you?’ kind words when you’ve had a bad …

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